Oh god I hate fridays!! Especially today!! I was so looking forward to a nice day just doing nothing and hanging out with friends until i got called into work!! AHH!!! But at least I'll get paid which is comforting!! Man I am going to buy a big bottle of something after work and let loose!! That and I think my best friend thinks i'm avoiding her which is so not true!! I just have to work!!! God can this day get any worse??

Ok, so I was thinking about it.. The guy I like has all of a sudden found himself this mystery wife... which is fine but I think there's something going on... I mean he came to Victoria on a friday(although he emailed my sis on the thurs saying he was already in Vic *shady* but told me he arrived of Friday) he asked my sis for my number not even bothering to email me directly the day he got here and ask for my number personally. I had to find out from my sis he was here damit!! When he finally gets my number on the Sat ( I had been out the whole day and had no clue he was in town) he calls and asks to go out. I told him no cause I had this huge migrane and was dead tired ( I woke up at 6am that day) so suggested we meet up on the Sun. He agreed to call me Sunday morning and we would arrange something. SO on the Sunday I wait, and wait for his call but NOTHING! NADA! But here's the kicker, that night he posts on his fbook wall that he found his future wife.... this all happened like two weeks ago...

so you're meaning to tell me that the one night I didn't meet him he found a wife?? After he went on and on about how he really wanted to see me and that I was evil for standing him up?? yeah right.. i mean even if he'd found her earlier what are the chances she'd let him see other women while he was here??? And if he was so in love with her why did he call me and splurge all this shit about how I had stood him up sat night??

See this is what I mean. There are huge holes in this story. 1st he lies to me about when he came to Vic. 2nd he doesn't bother to ask me directly for my number(whether it be before or after he got here). 3rd he doesn't call me to meet up (even though he sounded desperate) And 4th he found his wife the day he left Victoria?? WHAT SHIT!!!

RYAN YOU HAVE BEEN FOUND OUT!!

OMG I cant believe I am 25!! I feel so old!! Anyways today was a great day :) Even though I had to work it was a good day.... I went out for lunch at the Monkey Tree then off to work and after that I went to Natasha's house for dinner where I received the generous gift of a sweater, jeans and some lovely ear rings.... I also got another lovely, warm sweater from my landlord Sandy which I will wear tomorrow... so as we can see today was good :) I felt very calm and relieved to have reached this milestone...

well today was eventful! My little buddy got stung by a wasp!! And they didnt even have any wasp sting medicine in the first aid kit!! Then his sister got upset because he was upset and it was a job trying to get them both to calm down there were like 4 of us trying to calm down these two hysterical kids!! I think schools should have a policy where they check the playground for wasps and make sure its safe for the kids!!

Ok.. so things in this country are just bad... we stopped by Tims on our way home and man we were there for 25minutes!! just ordering!! We went in and asked the guy for a latte, cookie, ice cap and a ham and swiss cheese combo. The man who served us was just plain stupid!! OMG!! He kept telling us as we were trying to add the combo to our meal that we already had a cookie!! We knew that!! But we wanted the damn combo with a donut!! God those people are stupid!! Then he wanted to know if we wanted our ice cap made with plain milk, chocolate milk or cream... hello?? Doesn't an ice cap come from the machine?? how the hell is he going to make it with chocolate milk?? What an idiot... then the manager came over and asked us if everything was ok and when we repeated the order for the tenth time she understood what we wanted!! Even after that he kept telling us about the damn cookie... I was ready to shoot him!!! God... oh yeah and their medium coffees?? What a rip off!! It's more like a small... now i wonder what would happen if i went in there and asked for a small coffee... it would probably be he size of my thumb!! I don't think I'll be going back there anytime soon...

Ok so i was just re-reading some of my old posts and realized that Halloween is just around the corner as is my birthday!! OMG i am so old!! But i have decided to be a zebra this year for Halloween and make a pumpkin pie to celebrate!! I am going to buy the ingredients and make it after work friday if i'm not too tired.... I am very excited about this :)

ok so he didn't call!! I am super confused right now!! Men can be the most confusing things on the planet!!!

Hmm.. ok so I know its been ages but my big sis just got married and i've been looking for work so had no time.. but when i did i get a phone call from the one guy I wanted to hear from!! He's in town and wants to hang out but i haven't heard from him in ages and dunno... although I did tell him to call me tomorrow and we would hang out since tonight i'm just too tired from waking up at the crack of dawn to do my first aid (which i did pass btw) and i look like hell.. there is no way i'm meeting a cute guy looking like death.. just no way!! But hopefully I'll see him tomorrow!! Can't wait for tomorrow!!

ok so as the day dawns closer to my sister's wedding i am beginning to feel old... like really... everyone i know is either (a) married or (b) getting married!! it's depressing but it gets me in a cheerful mood to see all the wonderful floral arrangements and cakes :) can't wait for july to come!!

ok i think i made a big wrong decision.... i just told someone something that maybe i shouldn't have and now i'm regretting it... ever felt that way?? told someone something that maybe you shouldn't have... yeah so that's my little worrisome rant of the day!!

just because christmas is coming i decided to change my theme yet again!! at least i got my christmas shopping almost done... i still need to buy a few more things but i am done!! now off to study!!

ok here is what i have so far for my joan of arc story :)

( Joan of arc )

so we made a cat today.. he was an indian cat with a nose ring HAHA.... I also did a bit of writing based on the life on joan of arc.. here is the first bit:
( Joan of Arc )

ok so i thought i'd share a few pics of cupcakes while studying.. LOL... the first few are from Ooh La La Cupcakes in victoria Bc:





here are a few more yummy ones i found....




thanks to all the photographers for the images......

why do bad things happen to good people?? I was talking to someone today and they were going on about something bad that had happened in their past and i was like why?? why do these things happen to these ppl?? it just annoys and pisses me off that ppl think they can get away with this shit....

i want to shoot somebody.... honestly... i am so annoyed... i am going out to buy a bottle of wine and get drunk early.... that is the solution to all my problems... but i have to wait for laundry AND have a bloody shower!!! i am going to check on my laundry.. oh and i want cupcakes!!!!

ok everyone i know i just posted last night but i was bored... HAHA... anyways apart from my excitement over halloween i also changed my profile pic AND layout... i am very pleased with myself.... also i plan on writing something soon so look out for that...

now some sad news..... as you've all probably heard jennifer hudson's mother and brother were shot dead in chicago last night and her nephew has gone missing... so i am asking all of you to pray that the little boy comes home safe and they find the killer... they have some one in custody but have not concluded anything as of yet...

so that's it... have a nice night!! And please pray!!

OMG i CAN'T WAIT!! So I am going as a pumpkin!! and have the BEST costume ever!!! HAHA

i always wonder why ppl can be so selfish... i mean i know some nice ppl especially ones who dont always think about themselves then there are others who just.... grr!!!! they just think that I should make all the effort in the friendship!!! and not them!!! i mean it works both ways right??? next time i'm just gonna tell them to go away......

ok... so guess what happened to me today guys?? I SAW THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!! YAY!!! and we were sooooooooooooooooooo close (section 107 row C) at the Save on Foods Memorial center in victoria!!! it was totally last minute but we got there and got good seats!! anyways, we had loads of fun and we had a few cool experiences while there. firstly we saw baylee (brian's son) and OMG he is the cutest little thing ever!!! I want him!! LOL.... then Aaron Carter just walked by us and we were like OMG!!! And Brian and AJ waved to us like a hundred times.... there was also the small part where Brian decided it would be fun to throw himself into the audience and nearly get mauled by the crowd :) it was fun and waaaaaaaaaaay too much happened to tell you in one post... but here's a pic to commemorate the moment :P