ok so as the day dawns closer to my sister's wedding i am beginning to feel old... like really... everyone i know is either (a) married or (b) getting married!! it's depressing but it gets me in a cheerful mood to see all the wonderful floral arrangements and cakes :) can't wait for july to come!!

ok i think i made a big wrong decision.... i just told someone something that maybe i shouldn't have and now i'm regretting it... ever felt that way?? told someone something that maybe you shouldn't have... yeah so that's my little worrisome rant of the day!!

just because christmas is coming i decided to change my theme yet again!! at least i got my christmas shopping almost done... i still need to buy a few more things but i am done!! now off to study!!

ok here is what i have so far for my joan of arc story :)

( Joan of arc )

so we made a cat today.. he was an indian cat with a nose ring HAHA.... I also did a bit of writing based on the life on joan of arc.. here is the first bit:
( Joan of Arc )

ok so i thought i'd share a few pics of cupcakes while studying.. LOL... the first few are from Ooh La La Cupcakes in victoria Bc:





here are a few more yummy ones i found....




thanks to all the photographers for the images......

why do bad things happen to good people?? I was talking to someone today and they were going on about something bad that had happened in their past and i was like why?? why do these things happen to these ppl?? it just annoys and pisses me off that ppl think they can get away with this shit....

i want to shoot somebody.... honestly... i am so annoyed... i am going out to buy a bottle of wine and get drunk early.... that is the solution to all my problems... but i have to wait for laundry AND have a bloody shower!!! i am going to check on my laundry.. oh and i want cupcakes!!!!

ok everyone i know i just posted last night but i was bored... HAHA... anyways apart from my excitement over halloween i also changed my profile pic AND layout... i am very pleased with myself.... also i plan on writing something soon so look out for that...

now some sad news..... as you've all probably heard jennifer hudson's mother and brother were shot dead in chicago last night and her nephew has gone missing... so i am asking all of you to pray that the little boy comes home safe and they find the killer... they have some one in custody but have not concluded anything as of yet...

so that's it... have a nice night!! And please pray!!

OMG i CAN'T WAIT!! So I am going as a pumpkin!! and have the BEST costume ever!!! HAHA

i always wonder why ppl can be so selfish... i mean i know some nice ppl especially ones who dont always think about themselves then there are others who just.... grr!!!! they just think that I should make all the effort in the friendship!!! and not them!!! i mean it works both ways right??? next time i'm just gonna tell them to go away......

ok... so guess what happened to me today guys?? I SAW THE BACKSTREET BOYS!!! YAY!!! and we were sooooooooooooooooooo close (section 107 row C) at the Save on Foods Memorial center in victoria!!! it was totally last minute but we got there and got good seats!! anyways, we had loads of fun and we had a few cool experiences while there. firstly we saw baylee (brian's son) and OMG he is the cutest little thing ever!!! I want him!! LOL.... then Aaron Carter just walked by us and we were like OMG!!! And Brian and AJ waved to us like a hundred times.... there was also the small part where Brian decided it would be fun to throw himself into the audience and nearly get mauled by the crowd :) it was fun and waaaaaaaaaaay too much happened to tell you in one post... but here's a pic to commemorate the moment :P

so i know i havent posted in a while but things have been busy... anyways final exam tonight then i get to go home and sleep!! my flight leaves at 8pm tonight!!! So wish me luck!!!

So this week has been officially crap.... firstly, heath ledger dies... Oh the owes we have of loosing such a handsome man!! And secondly my dog died... my little makora :( it was very depressing of a week.. and then just now my room mate reminded me of how much of a bug she is.... ten showers a day?? Hello!! PEOPLE ARE DYING IN THE WORLD AND SHE WANTS TO HAVE TEN SHOWERS??? She needs to learn not to waste water....

ok so as most people know there are some horrible things going on in kenya over the election period with up to 300 dead... please pray for the people and hope that this will all be over soon!! My family is over there but they are safe and away from the violence... it has been a very worrying time for everyone who has family there...
check out the videos on youtube and cnn.
anyways hope everyone else is fine!! and thanks for everyone that emailed me with concerns!! I appreciate it...

ok so we went out to sugar night club and it was good.. except for a few things.. firstly we had to stand out in the cold for like an hour even thought we had tickets and people we pushing and shoving us. secondly the bar service was terrible i had to ask for my drink three times and i didnt even get to have a drink at midnight and lastly (and this was by far the worst) i was stalked in the club... yup you heard me right, stalked... ok so here's the story ok?? this guys, a slimy indian dude asked me to dance and i said yes (which could have been a mistake) but it was a good song and i wanted to dance and natasha was waiting for rich so i went. then things turned weired this guy was clinging on to me for dear life like seriosuly... and tried to like feel me up and shit and i was like no thanks!! I tried to pull away but to no avail and finally when i did leave to go to the bathroom i was free... or so i thought... well after refinding natasha and rich we went back to sit at our spot and guess who decides to show up?? slimy dude... i was like no i'm busy but he didn't get the hint!! The whole night he was like five feet away from me and kept on trying to get into my pants!! Luckily with rich and natasha there they managed to hold him back... but here's the worst part at the end of the night as we were dancing he roped ANOTHER girl into his charade and got her to dance with him and i thought i was safe... but no, she tried to get away from him and he was like no! and sandwiched her between himself and his other slimy friend.... then the end of the night came and get this he got his friend, his FRIEND, to come and ask me to come and dance with him saying we were a perfect match or some crap.. I was like no!! i don't want to dance or be with you leave me alone or else i will call security!! Luckily then we left and got a ride home...

but other than that new years was great! I wished i could have hung out for longer but it was no to be!! HAHA

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!

Ok here is my Christmas story i promised!! So enjoy!! It's a bit cheesy but it is what it is!!

( The First Noel )

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

ok... as everybody knows christmas is coming up which means staying in and sleeping or visiting family.. it also means presents!! well yesterday night me and a few friends went out for dinner at the old spaghetti factory downtown, where ellen drove us and i lost my gloves but re-found them, and we exchanged gifts.. so here's the deal ok?? i got a pair of pajama pants (which i am wearing right now and are beyond comfy) and His Dark Materials books which i plan on reading today...and a few other little things all of which were lovely and very useful :) so as u can see i am very pleased with my friends right now HAHA.... but they really are the best :) but anyways onto another topic... i will do some writing soon hopefully and get something up but until then... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!

so here it is.. the night before my phonology exam and what am i doing?? talking about my deepest teenie bopper secrets with my friends. yup you heard me teenie bopper... so we were supposed to be studying phonology when we got this great idea to download christmas music instead and we came up on like 10 different songs... and this somehow spiralled into a discussion of LFO, Nysnc and the Backstreet boys.. alll my personal faves... yes it's embrrassing move on.. Poor ellen had to hear me and our other friend squeal about our childhood fantasies about how we loved these men... it was embarrassing but it was fun all the same... but u need to accept and move on.. that is in the past and we are in the now.. well we bring a bit of the past back with us :) but all in good humor.. LOL.. i know i am the most embarrassing person alive right now... HAHA... so what are your deep dark teenie bopper secrets that should be left in the closet? i showed mine, now you show yours...
MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!

so i decided to do a layout change and give you guys an update... i won two awards for my story Monopoly... which i havent put up here coz i'm lazy... and school is nearly over yay!! But i still need to do a hell of stuff like buy a few more gifts for friends and go to the uvic idol thingy tomorrow (god i sound like that is so hard!!) but i also need to write a new story for a class due on monday and so some tacky syntax work.... so apart from that nothing much is going on but i will deff keep you posted on the story!!! so watch out!!